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how could you love somebody that you know you cant have her..! but she’s always running in your head… and even though how hard you try… it will only end up in a bad situation where you could hurt yourself… that’s why love is so hard and sooo damn terrible… because you never know if you find the one that you’ve been looking for or that one that you’ve been waiting for your whole life…  or the one that will just play your heart around… even though as my friends said to me… just stand up and ask her out…. and if she says no… then get over it and move on… its not the end of the world though… but what if it is?? arrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh Life is soo hard and confusing.. Damn it….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok na sana maging single eh… bat pa kc na22ng mainlove…. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Naramdaman nyo na ba ung ung feeling na may kaibigan kayo… na akala nyo lng eh hanggang kaibigan lang ang mararamdaman nyo? pero habang tumatagal ang samahan ninyo bigla mo nlng mamalayan na mahal mo na pla siya kahit na alam mong pareho lng kayong masasaktan… and dumating ka sa point na balak mo ng sabihin sa kanya ung nararamdaman mo… bigla kang napahinto, at napaisip…. tama ba 2ng ggwin ko?? o mali?? masisira ba pagkakaibigan nmn o hnde? yan ang laging pmapatak sa utak ntn kng may ggwin tyong ganitong desisyon… kaya ngiging mahirap ang mga sitwasyon na  gaya ni2… so anu ba tlgang dapat gawin ntn mga tol? keep it inside habang buhay? at maging friends nlng kayo? o sabihin mo sknya ng harapan at harapin mo ng buong buo ung isasagot ng kaibigan mo na MAHAL mo…!